Bland

Wow. These past few days have just been so boring. Its been soo bad to the point where i have time to think. I can now come to a conclusion that i'm confused in life, and things are getting harder and harder no matter how simple it seems to be. I dont know maybe im just going crazy. I just miss the good old days driving around town not knowing what to do, or just late night drives relax and listen to music. I don't know what happened to that. Another sad thing is that I thought about the fact that this is my last year in high school. Come on i remember growing up listening to everyone saying how high school is all this and that, but now i come to realize how short boring and repetitive it can get. Don't get me wrong though this year had its highlights but it's just "unique" in its own way i guess. I just had time to to think and see who my real friends are and im just glad to see that I got one of my brestfriends as well as my "brother" back. I guess like what people from LA say

real eyes... realize... real lies...

and sadly i lost some close friends not physically but spiritually. Like things arent the same any more. Sadly it can get worse... i honestly do not think things can go back to how they used to. But i just wish and hope for the best, and no matter what as long as they are my friend im their friend.

i still have a lot in mind...
ill just save that story for another day.